But when I have finally sealed everything tight and rid it of my life, I found myself having nothing to look back at. I found myself feeling nothing at all. No face comes to my mind when I sing love songs. No ache when I listen to sad melody. Nothing can quite creep into my heart now.
Stillness. Lifeless. Void.
Is this what I really want?
So let me hold both your hands in the holes of my sweater.
Touché.
ReplyDeleteStillness can be calm. Emptiness need not be meaningless. Voids are sometimes pauses. We spend too much of our lives chasing happy when what we need is content. <3
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