I had a dream yesterday..where all the people who no longer wish to be in my life were there. It's a strange setting. They were sitting in a classroom, watching a bunch of rowdy kids playing. They were all laughing so hard and enjoying themselves. I was just standing outside the classroom, watching them forlornly. My heart skipped a beat as I looked at their happy smiling faces. Then, one of them saw me. To my utmost surprise, she waved at me and signalled me to come in and join them. I could not help but to smile like an idiot, with flowers blooming in my heart. That's it? That's so easy? It just took a hand gesture for her to invite me back into her life and for me to muster the courage to walk right back in? Without hesitation, I made my way into the classroom and was greeted warmly by all those familiar faces whom I had begrudgingly lost along the way. They were all so happy to see me I couldn't believe it was happening. Everything was finally falling into place and my world had never been brighter before. I feel warm light flooding over me, I feel peace.
And then..
I woke up.
Back to the real world, where they are no longer here in my life.
I guess what the astrology post says is right. "Libra always suppress their thoughts in the day, but dream about them frequently at night." Could things be so simple in reality? Would they ever unlock their doors for me to enter their worlds again? Honestly, it only takes one simple friendly gesture for me to will myself back. And be sure I will be back in a heartbeat.
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